[His whole body is burning with shame at those words - so raw and intense that he hardly notices when Splinter turns him to the side, can barely feel the nausea in his gut as he shuffles closer to the wall or the acid in his throat as he leans over and vomits into the wet rubble.]
[He's trying to be quiet, but he can't help it. He feels like he's the loudest person in the world right now. Oh man. He messed up. He messed up real bad, and now Sensei is ashamed of him and Raph. He promised so many times he'd never go topside... and then he just did, like an idiot. And brought Raph along just to be extra stupid.]
[Splinter's going to be mad at him forever. And he deserves it. Because he put his whole family danger and talked to a human and - and - he's the worst big brother and son in the world.]
S-ssorry... [He gags into the chalky dust, tears springing into his eyes from clenching them so hard.] M'sorry, Sensei...
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[He's trying to be quiet, but he can't help it. He feels like he's the loudest person in the world right now. Oh man. He messed up. He messed up real bad, and now Sensei is ashamed of him and Raph. He promised so many times he'd never go topside... and then he just did, like an idiot. And brought Raph along just to be extra stupid.]
[Splinter's going to be mad at him forever. And he deserves it. Because he put his whole family danger and talked to a human and - and - he's the worst big brother and son in the world.]
S-ssorry... [He gags into the chalky dust, tears springing into his eyes from clenching them so hard.] M'sorry, Sensei...